This week I had my review at work for my four year anniversary. The review went well and I enjoy my job so that was great... but it brought an end to the year that wasn't. And it is repeating itself. The last year or so was pretty tough with family medical issues, Pat lost his mom and I lost my dad. I feel like I am just starting to get my feet grounded but it looks like my mom is starting to come undone. I certainly hope it is the effect of this long winter and mourning my dad's death... but I worry it is more.